David Goad
Homeless
In the grocery store a man approaches me,
And asks me to buy him soup. I won't think much
About it later. After all I am a metropolitan,
and as a metropolitan I'm taught by the good city
To disengage like the cloud passing into distance,
To distract readily as wind in open fields,
Touching all of it in one wide grasp, then letting go.
With beaten brow, band-aided finger, and street stench
He will go through me like that breeze,
Lost to the everyday misery,
The simple cost for late kisses
On our silky length of bed,
And clinks of glass among our splendid company,
And by far worth our warm, endless spoonfuls
In meal after meal after meal.
Hospital Room
All night the sour dew courses the raw root
In the grub tunnel of a hallway where
"Halfway down and to the right",
Your body burrows in the backfill
Of a seed pit, reversing to the germ.
A deathbed is as much a flowerbed
As anything. I count your double-backing
Blossom until you are dirt
That never produces.
There sprouting filament
From your vein, the tubes vine,
And tendrils reach up saline sacks
Nourishing you like a cloud
Over an eyeless head.
Nature is a pretty betrayal –
The season tears the skin off the other,
Swallows red flames from the elm,
And leaves only the leftover,
Burnt body lying in November
of the impotent gray world,
With all your loathes and loves
Lost to that hiss of machine,
over you like a buzzard, the bloody beak
Ready to make you bone and number.